Megan Fox turned 40 this week and marked the milestone the only way she knows how — a smoldering photoshoot with a lit match in her mouth and a caption that made every person who read it stop completely: ”

I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.” Then Machine Gun Kelly — the man she split from, the father of her baby daughter Saga — left a comment under the post that immediately set off every alarm on the internet and had everyone asking the same question nobody wants to answer out loud. She said it was over. He keeps showing up. And at 40 Megan Fox is still the most complicated woman in Hollywood — and somehow that has never looked more deliberate.